Would never have found my way back here after all these years without the reminder email from blog spot. I can't edit the stuff under the title....irritating. But I wrote this back in the dark years....2002 through 2008. Now I have my seven month old baby boy, I finally got to fulfill the ultimate artistic dream of being pregnant and having a baby, and now I'm too involved with living that great gift to write anything so miserable as what I used to write.

I don't stay up and drink wine either. There's no need to drink when everything you want is right next to you, breathing sweetness and light right into your hair.